With A Dream

Cold winter morning wake me up with a dream 
we are walking along the blue water stream

your sparkling eyes creating a sort of magic
every part inside ma mind goes out of logic

sound of water with the music of cool breeze
creating a melody, makes the time  go freeze

oh baby! you are back, it is hard to believe
no.. wait, its a dream , a kind of deceive

Why you went away i dont have a clue
the dew of the morning reminds me of you

the moments we share still in ma mind
keeps on coming like a casette in rewind

pain in heart , tears in ma eyes and trying to  scream
bcoz i knw tomorrow morning will wake me up with a same dream

with a same dream.. we are together near that stream.......

Bachpan...

HI EVERYONE..HERE IS ONE MORE POETRY FROM MY CREATIONS..HOPE U WILL LIKE IT..:))

"BACHPAN.."


                              

Wo bachpan ki befikr zindagi..
Na samay ki thi chinta..naa thi koi paabandi..
Wo sab atit ki giraft me kaid ho gye..
Kyu bachpan ko piche chhodkar..hum bade ho gye..

Pehle din bhar guzarta tha maa baap ke saath..
Aaj bas kuch lamho ka hi waqt hai..
Naa galti hai unki..naa bhul hai hmari..
Kya kre competiton ka pressure hi itna saqt hai..

Pehle khilone tutate the..dil nhi tuta thha..
Pehle thi pal bhar ki narazgi..koi hmesha k liye nhi rutha thha..
Feelings ki is bhaasah ke..kyu hum likhe pde ho gye..
Kyu bachpan ko pichhe chhodkar..hum sab bade ho gye..

Pehle hum zindagi ke maze lete thhe..
Aaj zindagi hmare maze le rhi hai..
Naa kisi ko hai parwah..na kisi ko khabar hai.
K zindagi kis disha me beh rhi hai..

Success,money aur reputation ki is race me..
Kyu hum khade ho gye..
Kyu bachpan ko pichhe chhodkar..
Hum.....bade ho gye..

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PAIN

This is something really personal. I'd written it a couple of Months back. Something I heard on a day a real close friend of mine really broke down. This is her life, This is dedicated to her...


"Will u leave me ?" You asked. I said "I'd never !"
Love's made to sever, I'm beginning to See
Is love eternal ? Does it last forever ?
I loved you then, why would i desire to be free ?
I still live with you, darling you still don't know
I hate you now, have I stooped so low ?
My feelings, my emotions have ceased to grow,
The person you desire, that can't be me !

Your hand in my hand, so healing was that touch,
The time you were away, I'd missed them so much,
The angel I saw in you, I was used to that crutch,
Don't take him away God ! He is my dream...
But when you touch me now, I'm burning Inside,
This torture, this pain, I just cannot hide,
Endless days are past, years have I cried,
With u I can't live, U can't without me !

Day after day, I see love in your eyes,
Day after day, I've to live with my lies,
Runnin forever's your laughter, my cries,
I'm blank, I'm blind, where will this lead ?
I want to see bliss in you, so I can't say,
For hurting you dear, God will make me pay,
But how will I hide, I can't lead you astray,
My heart will be aching, till you too hate me !

I can't love you now, I can't work it out,
This rain of pain makes me scream, makes me shout,
Is this what eternal love's all about,
I'm left with nothing, I just wanna break free...
I can't see you hurt, neither can I take pain,
This guilt, my heart will drive me insane,
I won't let you die, i wont let you gain,
Just one of us will live, the other will be Me !

When I look at it now, all those memories come screaming back to me. That will be one day I won't forget. Things have changed now, but memories remain forever ...

Best friends and wedding bells

When we left the clg everyone was excited about the new job...the cooperate world...money..etc

Each of us where all set to pack our bags and gear up for the companies we were recruited in..

We were busy partying,hanging out with our best friends...bidding goodbyes to those who were leaving with a promise to meet soon..

But now, after 8 months down the line everything has changed..you no more find them ready to do some masti..dhamal..
hanging out to new places..your bike beckons them but they are not ready to listen..

I think till now you might have guessed the centre of attraction..the protagonist of this blog..if not lemme reveal it..I am talking about the close to heart babes of our life..

They are your secrets warehouse..your gal next door finders..
they are your 2am friend...they are your best pals..

But things have changed now..they can hear thier wedding bells..
And now they wanna make you hear it loud and cheer for the same..i am not getting rude..its my duty to heartly congrate them and be happy for it..but if you go deep into my heart you can see the pain of losing a best friend who from now on is not going to be a part of your stupidities,your pranks,your life..:(

You will miss those party throwers who for any damn reasons were ready to party hard and that too from their pocket...:P
I am really gonna miss you Paridhi for that...just kidding..:)

Some of them were bindas babes...all vivacious and thilwai ustad..They were always ahead in innovating different pranks.
when you and your GF wanted privacy they were always ready to iritate and agitate you. even to the extent that you might wanna kill her for that..But thr presence always filled the air with livliness and thr absence makes every1 a dead soul..
I am really gonna miss Neha for making me fall into troubles of all sort..:P
i am gonna miss those hangouts at 56 with you dear..:(

Than comes those girlie gals which make you feel the presence of feminism in your group.They are those barbie dolls who need to be pampered all the time.They are soft and pretty.
As of now I think I wont miss no1 for that..

Fianlly comes that 1 who will always keep you in confusion and fuss.
She wont ever show that she too feels a spark for you.
If you wanna learn how to hide expressions better visit her.
And yes ,if by any chance you reveal a bit of your feelings she wont take you seriously and would tag you a flirt or might be also casanova.
She would excitedly tell you that "meri shaddi fix ho gayi hai" and would want you to remain appease. She will also blame you for not confessing your feelings before as if she was waiting for it from so long..

And the list ends now...

Itni jaldi shaddi mat karo yaar sab nahi to masti and dhamal karne ke liye no1 would be left..
Nwys all the very best for your life to all those who have got engaged..

well feeling nostalgic now..I stop here...
comments awaited..:)